Bear Witness

The purest energy used is since the day you were born, staying connected to our youth is crucial when it come to negativity and temptation. The result can differ, the successful people, even through a world of difficult matters can either put consistent efforts to help others prosper or not try to put any effort to attaining high objectives not even for a learning experience. I always knew I had a special gift from God, ever since I was 4 years old. Keeping up with the boys I was...
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The purest energy used is since the day you were born, staying connected to our youth is crucial when it come to negativity and temptation. The result can differ, the successful people, even through a world of difficult matters can either put consistent efforts to help others prosper or not try to put any effort to attaining high objectives not even for a learning experience. I always knew I had a special gift from God, ever since I was 4 years old. Keeping up with the boys I was always the only girl, surrounded b my brothers, male cousins younger than me and older than me. Even my uncles at this time we're intrigued about how talented I was, so they would always keep me doing out door activities. I was thought to have the wisdom that maturity made me. All while growing up people always knew that I was somebody special, and they always knew I was going to do something special with my life. Because of this I knew that there wasn't going to be any time or room in my life for drugs or alcohol or criminal behavior.Many of those I grew up with had a great head on their shoulders and had the love an a sure pure heart. I also witnessed my peers be influenced by negativity contemplation and temptation. I was raised by my grandmother who was the guardian of six including five of her own grandchildren. unfortunately I was also raised by alcoholics, drug abusers, drug dealers and gangbangers. I really never understood why but to them there were no strength of conviction to empower them to resist there bad habits. all through high school I was a superstar athlete, and a scholar basketball player.Most of my peers smoke marijuan guaranteed I was used to it. however no one ever offered to pass on any drug to me especially because I was such a positive influence. As a role model it was an interesting challenge. I even helped a lot of my peers recover so they can graduate high school. I would day things like" once you are knocked out by life it is hard to pull yourself together again, it is better sooner than later but you can do it."It was my summer break from college, and I had come back home. I was so eager and so happy to spend time with my family and friends again. After a couple days went by, I realize I was surrounded by incredible problems. The drop out rate was higher, the pregnancy rate and single mothers was so high,the homeless rate was higher. I was so sadden by this, but my depression's left me in a vulnerable state. I do not know what had gotten into me,but there it was.Satan knocking at my front door and I'm not aware of this mentle state I opened the door nothing was physically there, however his whispers entered my presence. I smoked marjuana in which it only made me more depressed and anxious.I was headed down a path I was never prepared for As soon as I got caught up in the street life I was bagged by the police before I know it. By the grace of God I was put on probation for five years,and I had to follow terms and conditions. Therefore I had to complete drug counsling and stay out of trouble(no police contact). Probation became a major frame work in my life, I had no regrets. My whole life flashed before my eyes, I realized the times when I needed God the most I did not reach out to him. I was back to double my efforts,because I believe it was my destiny to regain my confidence and restore my patience,and anything that can bring out my hidden strengths and my inner greatness. My new vision was worth it,now I'm refocused and counting my blessings and giving all my love,praise,and glory to God.