Stupefied - Integrity's Conundrum Passion Is a Hungry Soul's Satisfied Craving |
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Author:
| Dawson, Maria |
Cover Design by:
| Dawson, Maria |
Editor:
| Dawson, Maria |
ISBN: | 978-0-9885892-1-6 |
Publication Date: | Apr 2014 |
Publisher: | Coyote Press LLC, The
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Book Format: | Hardback |
List Price: | USD $24.99 |
Book Description:
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I recalled Todd's reaction: "You're getting married? I thought you broke up?" It was mind-blowing breaking news to me three months before our Las Vegas ceremony, but John promised he had long since overcome his reservations. Perhaps, I was guilty for accepting his assurance as readily as I did, but I believed my true love was being as honest with himself as he was to me; it seemed now neither were true.
"I don't ever wanna jeopardize my family, but at the same time, now that I've...
More DescriptionI recalled Todd's reaction: "You're getting married? I thought you broke up?" It was mind-blowing breaking news to me three months before our Las Vegas ceremony, but John promised he had long since overcome his reservations. Perhaps, I was guilty for accepting his assurance as readily as I did, but I believed my true love was being as honest with himself as he was to me; it seemed now neither were true.
"I don't ever wanna jeopardize my family, but at the same time, now that I've gotten a taste of happiness, I want more. Maria, you make me feel alive." Garret's fervor lifted me above the clouds. "You've revived a part of me that died so long ago I couldn't have described it til now." My brain and heart clashed in thunderous opposition. Garret offered a lifetime of riches that I could only accept if I disregarded everything I believed to be honorable.
A raindrop hit my cheek, as I sat up to consider my revelation: in the Dawson house of emotional confinement and eternal responsibility, I had deprived my soul of its lifeblood--PASSION--the essence of which Garret had innocently restored then purposely magnified. To give him up was to condemn myself to spiritual suicide--a consequence more challenging than hiding our relationship. Or, so I thought.
More than 20-years my senior, Joe was the epitome of success--my mentor, business partner, and friend. Risking it all, I trusted him--and only him--with my shameful secret in hope for the support I needed to find a way off my self-destructive path. A secret scandal was born, when his unscrupulous infatuation emerged from the shadows to terrorize the very life I attempted to save.
Concealment of my internal torture and unjustified condemnation gradually devoured my sanity. Just when I felt all hope was lost, I stumbled upon a new world that rejuvenated my soul and transformed my spirit with the speed and intensity of a defibrillator. I could never have imagined how Arizona would bring me back to life.