Elegy!

Three nine year old card playing hillbilly girls were stolen, violently beaten and raped, two were shot. Incest was reality in mountain families. Brothers, uncles and cousins brutally raped female family members. Four children were stolen at birth, one by my parents, my uncle raped me he is possible father. One baby stolen by a biker gang he's albino. Two while I was in a coma for nine months. I left school and home in fourth grade I never saw my brothers or sister again. Most of my...
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Three nine year old card playing hillbilly girls were stolen, violently beaten and raped, two were shot. Incest was reality in mountain families. Brothers, uncles and cousins brutally raped female family members. Four children were stolen at birth, one by my parents, my uncle raped me he is possible father. One baby stolen by a biker gang he's albino. Two while I was in a coma for nine months. I left school and home in fourth grade I never saw my brothers or sister again. Most of my life was spent on highways and streets getting raped with many knives and guns pulled to my head or throat. My dad was a Pentecost Oneness Preacher he went into the New Mexico court house to blow his head off. My oldest sister was dismembered in a semi wreck with a little boy in her arms. I hitchhiked across the states for many years. Rode with many biker gangs in many states. Several pregnancies I lived in the snow under a picnic table. I married a war hero with a prosthetic arm he beat me with. I bought houses and property I had to abandon run from the violence leaving me homeless to this day. I married a gun toting wannabe Clint Eastwood who splattered my blood over all walls of our home hunted me like an animal. Always running from violence I married three violent men the abuse lasted 14 years each. While in a coma for nine months my mother in law found me she stole my two babies. I spent many years hitchhiking in the snow searching for my kids. Drug dealing was always a means to survive. Hundreds of felonies ranging from Arson to terrorist acts hundreds of DUIs blessed with a Governor's pardon. I had many breaks downs and heart attacks I survived. I also survived a 16,000 pound building falling on me crushing my body. I now have a huge list of injuries and disabilities. I survived worse case in history MRSA. My last daughter became an armed bank robber with Jesse James. I paid my debt to society lived a productive life spent most of my life on highways prison or jails. I trained managers & cooks 38 years maintained second jobs as a cook or construction or landscaper. Have 4 years college majored in Secretarial Science. Managed to maintain jobs & write through all the homelessness & violence. My dream is to fish forever have a home & find all my children & grandchildren. I'll settle for a home and fishing.