Forbidden Gardens in the Diary of a Lifetime Encounters, Memories and Rendezvous'

New Years Day began: a gut-wrenching, nightmare, waking me crying & sweating. It left me confused, anxious. In spite of such an unpleasant beginning the year progressed with Jethro Clampett, amazing hikes & an intriguing lady bug. There was love, fire burning passion, death & agonizing visits to the morgue. Excerpts... ? He held my hand firmly, just looking at me across the table. "What's up Cowboy?" "Ya always know, don't cha?" he said, kissing my hand. "I just don't want to look up...
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New Years Day began: a gut-wrenching, nightmare, waking me crying & sweating. It left me confused, anxious. In spite of such an unpleasant beginning the year progressed with Jethro Clampett, amazing hikes & an intriguing lady bug. There was love, fire burning passion, death & agonizing visits to the morgue. Excerpts... ? He held my hand firmly, just looking at me across the table. "What's up Cowboy?" "Ya always know, don't cha?" he said, kissing my hand. "I just don't want to look up and see that's its not you sitting across the table from me." ? ? My body hungered for his; not with a passion of burning sexual need, not with the soul pleasing of romantic lovemaking, but with total melding of spirit, soul and body as yet another part of our lives, our sorrow, bonded us together. ? ? I leaned over and whispered in River's ear. "I'm taking Boston with me. He has promised to satisfy my every fantasy. Since I left your heart lay around and Shannon stole it, you won't do that for me." I teased. He smiled with a grimace and I added, "I might think about you when I cum though. Will you think about me when you cum?" He jumped up and took me in his arms saying a little too loud, "Leaving so soon?" Then he whispered, "You little rat, you know I won't be able to think about anything else now." Damn, we made good friends. ? ? "Unconditional love; who do you love unconditionally?" "I'd like to think anyone who will let me; I just love them in different ways. You, for instance... I could be your best friend unconditionally. I could be your trusted confidant... or I could be your wildest dream or your most stable reality. Then again, I could be a fairy who touched your life in a passing instant and you may never feel this good again." "Woman, you scare the shit out of me. I'm afraid you are the fairy and you'll be gone and I will never feel this good again."