The Earth Swayed under My Feet

Judith felt contempt was synonymous with not wanting to understand, not wanting to value, not wanting to compensate for everything that one person did for another. Now she realized she had been completely blind, that her being had also been strangely attracted, but because she was very pure too, and she understood nothing. Now she felt strange and despised in the depths of her being. She did not know how she could have fallen so low, and how now she would recompose her self-esteem.She...
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Judith felt contempt was synonymous with not wanting to understand, not wanting to value, not wanting to compensate for everything that one person did for another. Now she realized she had been completely blind, that her being had also been strangely attracted, but because she was very pure too, and she understood nothing. Now she felt strange and despised in the depths of her being. She did not know how she could have fallen so low, and how now she would recompose her self-esteem.She also knows and realizes now that true emotional control involves the flexibility to adapt to the situation and the environment. The real emotional control is to have a very great capacity of resistance and resilience. It is precisely what she was trying to do with her life now.Having to lose the fear to suffer or to feel something, we have to recognize that these are the things that make us feel alive and that we really need to feed. If we fall, we always have the opportunity to rise again.But every time, in truth, that we open the doors of our heart it seems that we are a new vulnerable being.