The Happy Ending Diaries

we all search for happiness , but not all of us reach it , we go for a journey that we are not sure of it's end,you are invited to live with this young lady her highs and lows during this journey and discover what she reached at the end. the happy ending diaries is a 128 pages philosophical poetic novel , where a young lady searches for her self proclaimed right of happiness , she wants super skills but after her long journey after them she realizes that you dont need such super skills...
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we all search for happiness , but not all of us reach it , we go for a journey that we are not sure of it's end,you are invited to live with this young lady her highs and lows during this journey and discover what she reached at the end. the happy ending diaries is a 128 pages philosophical poetic novel , where a young lady searches for her self proclaimed right of happiness , she wants super skills but after her long journey after them she realizes that you dont need such super skills to be happy ,what u need is ..........see what she reached while reading the novelher fears and feelings are a big part of this book I connect with people from behind my window curtainsI stand there and stare at people faces, I feel a connection with every sad face May be, like me, they didn't findwhat they were looking foror what they were expecting to find Some how some people don't know what they want from this life or what life wants from them, Feeling that this isn't my soul's place I don't want anything from this world I want peace to my soulI can't find it anywhere I have been toI have been always aloneEven when some one is with me, I don't feel them, my mind is always passionately traveling to places I have never been to and to words I have never heardMy life is like my dreams,not lucid, vague appearance,elusive meaning, I wander through it without knowing where it will take me, or say throw me to which shore, will I survive when I reach there?There is nothing called certainty,what I know is not certain, not vivid,some i even unknown,I usually don't talk,I feel I have to sometimes But that's not one of my strength pointsBut I talk to myself frequently I like talking to myself, every time I talk to myself, i know something new,I get deeper in connectionwith my soul, I don't expect the same from anyone, I am so complicated to understand yet so simple to feel, i have no presence at all that I never feel welcomed or rejected, never feel near or far,I feel I was forced to walk my path in life,Now I am trying to choose it,do I have to follow the crowd's lead'to be another sad face in the crowd, or is it my fate to keep wandering till the end of the souls learning capacity,which I believe is infinite, so I will be wandering infinitely, I think i am like a mermaid,people believe I exist, but I don't