The Harvests

I realize there's some things are more important than peace of mind in life, when living in a chaotic system. One has to be crazy to think they can get a peace of mind, when things are at their front door. The peace of mind is just all in their head because one will find all the things to block out the truth, for many reasons one will never mention.I tried to do it many times, and always come back to face it head on. Maybe it was the way I had been conditioned to do, from the things...
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I realize there's some things are more important than peace of mind in life, when living in a chaotic system. One has to be crazy to think they can get a peace of mind, when things are at their front door. The peace of mind is just all in their head because one will find all the things to block out the truth, for many reasons one will never mention.I tried to do it many times, and always come back to face it head on. Maybe it was the way I had been conditioned to do, from the things had been brought into my life. Allowed me to see things as it is without sugarcoating it. Not saying some are wrong for mot looking at the matter head on, but just saying if one can't handle what's in front of them, one should not be trying to convince others their ignored way is the only way to look at things.I had learned by moving around functioning on so many avenues our designers have created for us to follow. Have awaken me to look at things as it is, mot the way how I want it to be. Which putted me in a bad position with the artificial believers, who never want to come out of the make-believe world, which was designed to entrap us for life. To take away all the natural understanding of life from our existence. So, we to become a product of human kind, to follow Simon says. Which they have done a good job for centuries, had brought us here today living in a system one had found love for.In this book you will see I been questioning what is a civil society is, an obedience society is, and a barbarian brutal society is. Have we arrived, or are we just moved to the modern times one talks about so proudly because of the things we so proud of having become more easier to function by, which may be hard to distinguish because of our traveling through centuries, with every generation mind adjusting to mind control? Which is not hard to see the affects today from different transformations we had adapted to, to adopt it in our life as the way of one might call a culture. Which is understandable living in an environment where one seeking for something to hold on to, it can be created by those who we call our leaders, to carry us down the road of no return.Is the reason we possess all kinds of characters in our life, we take on to impress those around us, not really understanding why. Most of our why's came about by our system, so we can have something to hold onto. Which it takes up all our time in the day looking for something or someone to impress we attracted to, or something we trying hard to impress to get ahead in life. Whatever way you look at it, our system has a great hold over our abilities in moving forward.If one tries to change the course to move in a different direction the forces of the system, will pull one back to one of their programs designed in keeping their system running smoothly like the way they want. Which I realize is not a bad thing because nature have one of those systems also. Which I realize we been living in a world of conflicts of interest, had been pulling on us from both ends. One is nature way, and the other is human way. Where the mind become twisted up along with the body, forces us to react doing some of the foolishness things to impress others just for acceptance.